About BeY and EdT

FrauleinCris went out with her second boyfriend, BeY, today for the first time in the 6months,soon to be 7 months, they have been together. Going out for the first time as in going out on a date just the both of them without any of his friends and without any side reasons.

They went to Pavilion KL to shop for her brother's birthday gift and a mother's day present. She liked the 2 tees that she asked him to model since her god-brother was almost the same size. Later the went to get a pair of silver earrings for her mother.

When the date finally ended, and she was on the bus back home, FrauleinCris thought about her boyfriend.She noticed that her boyfriend has became too sensitive after the big talk they had. Being too sensitive as in he was too afraid that she would leave him. This caused her to feel very irritated and bored. He was scared to do things,he was not spontaneous and he just was not being himself.

Thinking back when she asked him if he was hungry and he said he was, so she suggested that they went to grab some nosh, but he replied, "I don't have money". She replied with a smile, "Don't worry,I have." and him answering "But I don't want to use your money.I feel bad." His reply was a good sign that he is changing after the talk but his facial expression betrayed him. He didn't look 'sorry'. She wondered if she is being over sensitive too.

She felt as if she was with a different person, a stranger, through out the date. He was just not acting himself and she felt different. She wanted him to changed but she just didn't want or expected a change like this.

As she got down the bus she gave a big sigh but smiled when she saw her daddy waiting for her at the bus stop to accompany her to walk back home. She had called her dad when she was on the bus as she was afraid to walk back home alone after her handbag got snatched two years ago. The accident had thought her a lesson to not walk alone back home at night.

By the time she reached home, her thoughts of her second boyfriend was far away. She gave her mum the silver earrings after saying "Happy Early Mother's Day,Mummy", with a big huge smile. Later,she went to take a hot bath and went online.

She saw EdT online and chatted with him . EdT is such a nice guy, she thought to herself. It's such a waste that his wife doesn't know how to appreciate him. She felt it's so unfair for EdT and maybe she doesn't understand what's going on but she thinks he deserve someone better. A wife that will cook and make him happy.

EdT is a self made man. He built his career all by himself. Paying for his own studies and finally having a high pay job. He has two main goals in life, firstly to not go back to the poor life he once had and secondly to work hard so that he can support his family. He doesn't smoke and drink socially only. How hard is it to find such a man like him, nowadays? , she thought sadly.

She even sub consciously compared her second boyfriend with EdT. "How I wished my second boyfriend could think as wisely and maturely as EdT", she wondered. The more she thought about it the more drawn she felt, towards EdT. "Gosh! I must stop thinking about EdT, he has a wife and kids!", she scolded herself. But she knew, she was already attracted to him, secretly.

After some time, she turn off her computer and went to sleep. Lying on her bed, thoughts of her second boyfriend came flooding in. Not wanting to think about it anymore she scolded herself for thinking too much. "Hush! What ever maybe,maybe.Go to sleep FrauleinCris!" Turning over she close her eyes and drifted off to sleep...thinking bout EdT...