FrauleinCris viewed her first boyfriend, CP's friendster. There were new pictures of him. Yet when she asked for new pictures of him, he told her he didn't have any. He even posted pictures of fags in his friendster. She have talk to him before that she didn't like him smoking and he said that it was just for social purpose.
She fees like crying but can't. Her eyes are wet and her heart feels very pain. From missing him, from his actions and from not hearing from him. She doesn't know what is going on between them. Every time they have a talk he would assure her that nothing is going on but she doesn't feel it's so.
This reminded her of what EdT said to her a few days back, "You have many boyfriend hor?", she "replied 2 only" and continued with saying "If 1 is really good enough why would I need 2?" The fact is she feels so sad, and hurt ed that she wish she could think less and just tell them both, "Let's break up." But she doesn't know why she can't do that. She love her 1st boyfriend and she doesn't want to hurt her second boyfriend.
Sometime she just feels just so tired with love that she wish she could just disappear and start everything again. But she knows that life is not as easy as deleting a file on a computer or when things go wrong just 'restart'.
She misses her first boyfriend, CP, so much!! Does he know how important he is in her life? Does he knows that he is the one that puts a smile on to her face every time? Why is he acting this way? , she thought while tears roll down her cheeks...
She fees like crying but can't. Her eyes are wet and her heart feels very pain. From missing him, from his actions and from not hearing from him. She doesn't know what is going on between them. Every time they have a talk he would assure her that nothing is going on but she doesn't feel it's so.
This reminded her of what EdT said to her a few days back, "You have many boyfriend hor?", she "replied 2 only" and continued with saying "If 1 is really good enough why would I need 2?" The fact is she feels so sad, and hurt ed that she wish she could think less and just tell them both, "Let's break up." But she doesn't know why she can't do that. She love her 1st boyfriend and she doesn't want to hurt her second boyfriend.
Sometime she just feels just so tired with love that she wish she could just disappear and start everything again. But she knows that life is not as easy as deleting a file on a computer or when things go wrong just 'restart'.
She misses her first boyfriend, CP, so much!! Does he know how important he is in her life? Does he knows that he is the one that puts a smile on to her face every time? Why is he acting this way? , she thought while tears roll down her cheeks...
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