It's been so long

FrauleinCris stumbled upon her blog, after so long through a link from one of her best friends. She read back the few entries that she posted and memories just swept over her. Then and now, so much have changed since then. Her two boyfriends is now her two ex boyfriends. Main point she is blogging again, have once again to do with guys or it should be in singular, guy.

She needs a place to rant, to talk to, to pour out her feelings and thoughts. And why you may ask, has this to do with a guy? It's because her current boyfriend does not like 'hearing' her. He commented that she talks too much about things that he is not interested in and he said to her that, not once, not twice, but trice. So she resolved to using a medium called blogging to ramble on, in and at.

Her new boyfriend goes by the name of ZaL. They met when she was working, she was swept off her feet by his cold nature, charming smile, brown eyes and oh-la-la TALL.

Ohhhhh waitttttt...... I should first tell you what has happen to FrauleinCris in this pass few months she has been missing. Oh well, here goes...

Where did I left off, oh ya, May, 2008.

So on June 2008, FrauleinCris was dumped by her second boyfriend, BeY, 2 days before her birthday, over the phone while she was on the way down to meet her first boyfriend CP. He called after 2 weeks of vanishing into thin air and said "Can I come over?We need to talk" She answered him, lying between her teeth, "I'm not at home, I'm on the bus on the way to Thailand" Then he paused and said, "I don't think we are right for each other." She was stunned and said, "What do you mean?" She waited for him to answer and when he did not she just cut the line. After cutting a line she took a deep breath and just mumbled curses under her breath.

Trying to not think of him, she tried to get some shut eye but with no avail. So she talked to the girl sitting beside her. The girl told her that she actually going down to Singapore to find a job and also to meet her boyfriend which is a Malaysian, working in Singapore. They talked till they reached the customs area. From there they parted ways. FrauleinCris then traveled to Gold Mine area to meet her boyfriend, singular since she just got dumped.

Upon hopping off the bus, she walked a bit and saw him! She ran into his arms and he linked his fingers with his. She just felt bliss! It's been months since they last met and she has been missing him so so much. He hailed a cab and directed the cab to the hotel where they will be staying. She was just overwhelmed with bliss being by his side and looking at him. He has grown fatter, she thought to herself with a grin.

They checked into the hotel and headed to the room where she will be staying for the night. Once they were in the room, she put her bag on to the chair and turned towards him. He slowly pulled her close and kissed her. Slowly, and then hungrily, her lips and body responded to his kisses. He kissed her till the room twirled and nothing else matters to her, but him. After what seam a million years, he let her go, looked into her eyes and said to her passionately, "I can never have enough of that."

He then brought her out for dinner, the same place where they had their first meal together. Hand in hand, she thought of nothing but him and him alone. Then he send her back to her hotel where he kissed her goodnight before leaving. He text her when he reach back home and called her just to check that she is OK. She slept dreaming of him and dread that she had to go back home the next day.

Early the next morning, he came knocking on her door. She ran to open the door and he smiled at her and said "Good morning,dearest." She sat on her bed and watch him as he switched the television on. He said to her, as he switched the television on, "Look into my bag, there is something for you." She looked and saw a pink paper bag, in the pink paper bag were a few small parcels, all wrapped in wrapping paper. She took them out and looked at him.

He sat by her and said, "Go on open them." She opened them one by one, to be more delighted with each of them. There were two couple key chains, a bracelet, a charm bracelet and a pair of heart shaped earrings. Her favourite was the charm bracelet, it had a star, a heart, a cross, a moon and a ring! She asked him to help her put it on and he did. She thanked him with a kiss and he held her close. He said to her, "The ring on the charm bracelet is till I can get enough money to buy you a real one and marry you." She was so happy and speechless.

Later she got dressed as it was time to head back home. She wanted to cry and told him so and he said, "Don't, cause I will too." She answered, "If given a choice I would rather be given 5 minutes each day to be spend with you than only 1 day in 6 months, to be with you." Before boarding the bus, they had break feast. She just did not want to go and was very near to tears. She could not help her tears from flowing when she was on the bus looking down at him outside the bus.

On the bus, he text her saying sorry that he could not spend her birthday with her. She told him it was OK as he had given her much joy in that few hours with him. When she arrived home, she got a long lecture from her mum and dad. She didn't care. All she thought of was Him. When she walked into her room and looked around, she saw many of her ex's things lying around. She took a plastic bag and started putting everything in to the plastic bag.

Exhausted, she sank into deep slumber. The next day was her birthday! She was very excited but it felt meaningless without Him. First thing she did was to go to BeY's house and to chuck that plastic bag filled with his things at his face. She boldly walked into his house and was just about to go to his room to gather her stuff when he said "Where are you going, all your stuff is there," pointing to a paper bag by the main door. Furiously, she went over the things in the paper bag and said sarcastically, "Let's see you left out this, this and that." Sheepishly, he went to get the things he left out.

Without saying anything to him, she left with her things. Taking one last glance at him and his house, his parents house, she said to herself, "It's over, it's finally over." Smiling she put her stuff into her car and went off.

It was her birthday, but there were no presents, no birthday cake and she actually got scolding from her parents plus had to pay RM500 cause her neighbour accused her for denting their car when she reversed. Talking bout bad luck! Moral learn, Don't go to your ex house on the day of your birthday!

That was what that happen in FrauleinCris' eventful June 2008.

Shall stop here, and continue July, August, September, October, November, December, 2008, in six different post, or maybe less, shall skip the less 'eventful' months, soon, very soon.

Word of the day for this post, is reminiscence.